Then
there's the weather,
the
beginning of the hot season,
this
"summer thing" lasting a lifetime.
All
night we've spun on the turnspit of dreams,
flooding
the broodnest,
encrusting
the air.
We
smolder into morning
with
neither blessing nor direction
as
the sun slow-wheeling down the wall
settling
on one object, then another,
comes
to rest before it
turns
to haunt some other dark.
We're
not driven but enchanted
by
the quick breath of the hour
drenching
us in pungent
fluid
and the moisture cools
the
body's temperature but nothing's
temperate
about us.
When
winter's white camouflage
adds
another layer to our lives, we
discover
where those days are stored
bring
them up to the light, pry them open,
breathe
the succulent air and taste
the
flavor glazed with August, we
preserved
all these years.
*
Light
cartwheels into morning
returning
to the same spot as if it
knew
the way, sheets sticky
with
summer, the scald of August.
Air
glows, sweat jewels your chest
and
the future hangs suspended,
the
past invisible
as
we burrow into love.
Here,
I am no one's child
and
no one's mother
following
the silken thread
through
the stillness of the maze.
In
the measuring of breath,
in
the words between us and the looks,
balanced,
cantilevered, interlocked,
we
plot distances and chart the depths.
Out
of sun and fog, out of clover,
mint
and pennyroyal, out of fragrances
of
fresh-cut grass, we have come this far.
*
After
the long night and porcelain dreams,
after
rivers of sleep, morning
hangs
by a thread.
Face
to face, we imagine our bodies
stored
in hollows,
secret
deposits deep in the past.
The
day has no beginnings
sky
goes everywhere at once
in
turquoise innocence.
Warmth
rises. Sweat
gleams
and
the echo of our interlocking rhythms
pulse
through vacant rooms.
This
house is what it is,
each
wall stands alone
each
window with a sky of its own
and
we are reaching backwards, love,
in
a seethe of memories
that
ache like static from another world.
Ruth Daigon edited Poets On: for
20 years. Her poems have been widely published both in print and on
the web. Daigon's
poetry awards include "The Eve Of St. Agnes",1993 and 1994
(Negative Capability) "The Ann Stanford Poetry Prize,"
1997 (University of Southern California Anthology) She has published
3 chapbooks on the web. THE MOON INSIDE (Gravity/Newton's Baby
Press), her new poetry anthology (fifth) is now out.
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